That is a difficult question to answer. My Maker bought me from a brothel when I was fifteen. Over time, I learned of his Dark Gift. I believe that I begged him to let me share it, so we could be together forever. But he refused. He didn't want to condemn me to the living death he had endured for thousands of years. Then I grew very ill. He broke his vow to himself to bestow the Gift upon me and saved my life.
Now, I believe that very few of us truly choose this existence. Even those who think they know what to expect from eternity are caught unawares by it. Which is why so very few survive. And those who are turned against their will.. that they continue to live at all is a miracle. Or perhaps a curse.
I get the feeling from your question that you had no choice, not even a chance to beg. Am I wrong?
cw: implied child sex slavery
Now, I believe that very few of us truly choose this existence. Even those who think they know what to expect from eternity are caught unawares by it. Which is why so very few survive. And those who are turned against their will.. that they continue to live at all is a miracle. Or perhaps a curse.
I get the feeling from your question that you had no choice, not even a chance to beg. Am I wrong?