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ASTARION
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WELCOME TO THE SALTBURNT NETWORK
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ASTARION
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Well, hello, darling.
Fortunately, yes. This place hardly lacks for those willing to do a good deed β or, at least, for those bored enough to happily agree to any feasible request.
Not looking for an artist, yourself, are you? I could pick you the best of the lot.
Fortunately, yes. This place hardly lacks for those willing to do a good deed β or, at least, for those bored enough to happily agree to any feasible request.
Not looking for an artist, yourself, are you? I could pick you the best of the lot.
Just between us, neither do I. But that's hardly meant as a complaint, especially when we can reap the fruits of it all.
Well, aren't you sweet? You know, I wouldn't say no if you were still so inclined.
[ A beat. ]
The manor saw fit to grant me a rather large selection of ... "Bath & Body Works" products that I couldn't possibly go through on my own. You're welcome to take your pick of the lot, regardless of whether or not you're still willing to draw my portrait.
Well, aren't you sweet? You know, I wouldn't say no if you were still so inclined.
[ A beat. ]
The manor saw fit to grant me a rather large selection of ... "Bath & Body Works" products that I couldn't possibly go through on my own. You're welcome to take your pick of the lot, regardless of whether or not you're still willing to draw my portrait.
Oh, my dear.
[ The lack of a follow-up is the best he can do in terms of being earnest β an exclamation of sorts rather than a tease or a quip. He's more inclined to give in to this kind of feeling, now, than he had been just weeks ago.
(He'll have to do something for her in turn, he thinks. Find some kind of small gift or token, beyond simply giving away what he's already gotten for free.) ]
Well, to be honest, I'm not certain. The sheer volume of products makes me think they must have been appealing to someone, but they're a little ... dramatic?
What sort of scents do you like? I could make an attempt at curation.
[ The lack of a follow-up is the best he can do in terms of being earnest β an exclamation of sorts rather than a tease or a quip. He's more inclined to give in to this kind of feeling, now, than he had been just weeks ago.
(He'll have to do something for her in turn, he thinks. Find some kind of small gift or token, beyond simply giving away what he's already gotten for free.) ]
Well, to be honest, I'm not certain. The sheer volume of products makes me think they must have been appealing to someone, but they're a little ... dramatic?
What sort of scents do you like? I could make an attempt at curation.
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[ He types out and deletes a couple of answers. Don't tell anyone I'm capable of it, first. Perhaps you're a good influence, second. Finally: ]
Oh, nothing of the sort.
That makes two of us. I'll come collect you, shall I? Or at least come meet you.
[ Which he does in a matter of a few minutes β only as long as it takes for him to gather a few things into a pack, parchment and a basic set of implements meant for illustration, then make his way through the mansion β arriving at her door in his usual (relative) good spirits.
Accompanying a knock: ]
Yoo-hoo, little love. Shall we while away a few hours?
Oh, nothing of the sort.
That makes two of us. I'll come collect you, shall I? Or at least come meet you.
[ Which he does in a matter of a few minutes β only as long as it takes for him to gather a few things into a pack, parchment and a basic set of implements meant for illustration, then make his way through the mansion β arriving at her door in his usual (relative) good spirits.
Accompanying a knock: ]
Yoo-hoo, little love. Shall we while away a few hours?
[ Lauralae can almost scent him when he arrives, and she is pushing herself up even as he lifts his hand to knock. Her fingers, gloved as ever, reach out to tug it open, and her head tilts as she gazes up at him. With her height as she is, she has to tilt her head to look upon him properly, and her expression might be considered warm.
Not quite a smile, but close enough that he will know he is welcomed here. ]
A few hours at least. I would enjoy that.
[ Her fingers flex absently, an unconscious motion. ]
Would you have it here, or out in the gardens?
Not quite a smile, but close enough that he will know he is welcomed here. ]
A few hours at least. I would enjoy that.
[ Her fingers flex absently, an unconscious motion. ]
Would you have it here, or out in the gardens?
[ Not quite a smile, but he sees it for what it is β his expression becomes softer in turn. He needn't perform, with her. At least, not as much as he feels he must with the rest of the house. As for her question, his eyes catch on that brief twitch of her hands, making the answer fairly self-evident. ]
Shall we go out to the gardens, my dear?
[ He steps aside to leave her room to exit, adjusting the set of his pack on his shoulder as he does. (A tote bag, really, not a pack such as he's familiar with β and one blessedly free from any branding.) ]
It's a sunny day β it'd be a shame to waste it.
Shall we go out to the gardens, my dear?
[ He steps aside to leave her room to exit, adjusting the set of his pack on his shoulder as he does. (A tote bag, really, not a pack such as he's familiar with β and one blessedly free from any branding.) ]
It's a sunny day β it'd be a shame to waste it.
[ There is fondness in her for Astarion, not just because they are from the same world. He has been nothing but kind and charming to her - many people here have been so, there's no denying that - but there's something about him that makes her want to spend more time with him. Perhaps this place is having more of an influence upon her than she first imagined. ]
I would like that.
[ She's not unused to the sun, but it still feels strange to have it directly on her skin. Shutting the door behind her, checking her bag for her own items, checking that her gloves are in place and pinned to her dress, she nods and begins to walk beside him without hesitation. ]
Have you been well? No problems?
I would like that.
[ She's not unused to the sun, but it still feels strange to have it directly on her skin. Shutting the door behind her, checking her bag for her own items, checking that her gloves are in place and pinned to her dress, she nods and begins to walk beside him without hesitation. ]
Have you been well? No problems?
[ One might think it natural for an elf to find solace in the company of another, but Astarion knows better: shared race means little, if anything at all, in the end. What matters is shared spirit, in whatever form might be applicable. And, even if they haven't really spoken of it out loud, there's some strange thread holding them together, an intimate familiarity with loneliness that forms a ribbon between them.
Granted, if such a thing β if anything β weighs on him, Astarion makes no show of it. His step is light as they pass through the manor's halls on their way to the grounds, a slight smile on his features as he looks sidelong as his companion. ]
Well enough, by the standards of this place.
[ A thought occurs to him, as punctuated by a feigned gasp and a leap of his eyebrows. ]
Actually, something has happened that might be of interest to you β not a problem, per se, butβ do you recall that pumpkin hunt? My prize was a dear little chicken. I'd have brought her with me, but itβ well, she has a bit of an aversion to sunlight.
Granted, if such a thing β if anything β weighs on him, Astarion makes no show of it. His step is light as they pass through the manor's halls on their way to the grounds, a slight smile on his features as he looks sidelong as his companion. ]
Well enough, by the standards of this place.
[ A thought occurs to him, as punctuated by a feigned gasp and a leap of his eyebrows. ]
Actually, something has happened that might be of interest to you β not a problem, per se, butβ do you recall that pumpkin hunt? My prize was a dear little chicken. I'd have brought her with me, but itβ well, she has a bit of an aversion to sunlight.
[ The truth of the matter is this: being an elf is something that Lauralae disdains rather than celebrates, and had she approached Astarion, and he had made merit of it, she might well have dismissed him entirely. It is the fact that he has been kind, that there is some burn of consciousness that makes her think they share something similar that has made her wish for his company in earnest. He is good, she thinks, in a way she cannot name, and that pleases her.
They understand one another, without the need to voice it. That is pleasant. ]
That does depend on the nature of the mansion, does it not? So many games to play, and no means to escape.
[ Not that she minds too much. The encounters she has had - with men and women - have been good, and the exploration has been fun, if not overwhelming at times.
Lifting her head, she watches Astarion for a moment before something twitches on her lip, and she leans a little closer, curious, almost childishly so. ]
A... Vampiric chicken? Is that what they gifted you?
They understand one another, without the need to voice it. That is pleasant. ]
That does depend on the nature of the mansion, does it not? So many games to play, and no means to escape.
[ Not that she minds too much. The encounters she has had - with men and women - have been good, and the exploration has been fun, if not overwhelming at times.
Lifting her head, she watches Astarion for a moment before something twitches on her lip, and she leans a little closer, curious, almost childishly so. ]
A... Vampiric chicken? Is that what they gifted you?
[ That he has kept mostly to himself β that the intimacy this place encourages is something he has deliberately shunned β is something Astarion keeps to himself. It's not that he expects much interrogation as to why (he expects that I'm just not interested would be a sufficient explanation for most), but, well. It's his own business, isn't it? It's the first time he's had the latitude to make such a choice for himself, to keep a secret, to be untouched.
So he nods, at what Lauralae says β after all, he understands why others might indulge β allowing the conversation to move smoothly on. She's right, in essence. That this place offers him a sort of freedom isn't a benefit that's been lost on him.
She leans in, and so does he, as though they were sharing a secret, the pattern of his breath breaking into a laugh. ]
She even drinks blood, [ he whispers, eyes widening in mock scandal, before straightening up. ] In other words, yes, a vampiric chicken. [ A pause, then, ] I'd be more annoyed by the choice, but ... she isn't particularly demanding, beyond needing to be fed. Perhaps I've grown soft, due to our shared nature, though I can't imagine who would have turned her.
Would you like to meet her?
So he nods, at what Lauralae says β after all, he understands why others might indulge β allowing the conversation to move smoothly on. She's right, in essence. That this place offers him a sort of freedom isn't a benefit that's been lost on him.
She leans in, and so does he, as though they were sharing a secret, the pattern of his breath breaking into a laugh. ]
She even drinks blood, [ he whispers, eyes widening in mock scandal, before straightening up. ] In other words, yes, a vampiric chicken. [ A pause, then, ] I'd be more annoyed by the choice, but ... she isn't particularly demanding, beyond needing to be fed. Perhaps I've grown soft, due to our shared nature, though I can't imagine who would have turned her.
Would you like to meet her?
So is the nature of the creatures.
[ Lauralae does not seem offended by the notion of it, at least; only curious, her eyes flickering a little. Blood is a familiar companion to her, the taste of it warm and friendly on her tongue, an old kin that she had never been able to leave behind. It is not necessary for her survival, but she does not shun it either, content to drown herself in whatever she is given.
Blood is a part of her, in a sense both literal and less so.
Tilting her head up, she watches him for a moment before her lips curl, a proper smile at least. It's slight, a small slash on her mouth, but it remains all the same. ]
I would like to meet her. I might give her blood, if she is of need of it. I would not mind.
[ She's fed vampires before, and she would do it again. ]
[ Lauralae does not seem offended by the notion of it, at least; only curious, her eyes flickering a little. Blood is a familiar companion to her, the taste of it warm and friendly on her tongue, an old kin that she had never been able to leave behind. It is not necessary for her survival, but she does not shun it either, content to drown herself in whatever she is given.
Blood is a part of her, in a sense both literal and less so.
Tilting her head up, she watches him for a moment before her lips curl, a proper smile at least. It's slight, a small slash on her mouth, but it remains all the same. ]
I would like to meet her. I might give her blood, if she is of need of it. I would not mind.
[ She's fed vampires before, and she would do it again. ]
[ Before the evening cuddles, but after the interrogation, Lauralae sends Astarion a message. ]
shadowheart said things that i thought should be for your ears alone.
she said you are a dreadful owner. the best.
that you take care of her, and cuddle her nightly.
that you would purchase a collar for her.
she said that she is happy with you. that you are the most powerful vampire here and that you should rule the place.
and it is true, that she said she loves you.
shadowheart said things that i thought should be for your ears alone.
she said you are a dreadful owner. the best.
that you take care of her, and cuddle her nightly.
that you would purchase a collar for her.
she said that she is happy with you. that you are the most powerful vampire here and that you should rule the place.
and it is true, that she said she loves you.
[ It takes a few moments for Astarion to respond. It's all been, put extremely simply, rather a lot. To care for a creature is one thing; to have concrete proof that one's actions have been appreciated, and one's sentiments returned in kind, is another entirely.
And Lauralae's efforts (and discretion) are yet another gift on the pile: a surfeit of riches, of which he feels unworthy. ]
Thank you, dear Lauralae, for conveying Shadowheart's thoughts β and for helping to prove my innocence.
You are a dear friend, and a rare spirit, to be cherished. You have my gratitude. For this, and for much else.
[ (And Shadowheart, perhaps unsurprisingly, accumulates several new ribbons, collars, and accoutrements throughout the days that follow.) ]
And Lauralae's efforts (and discretion) are yet another gift on the pile: a surfeit of riches, of which he feels unworthy. ]
Thank you, dear Lauralae, for conveying Shadowheart's thoughts β and for helping to prove my innocence.
You are a dear friend, and a rare spirit, to be cherished. You have my gratitude. For this, and for much else.
[ (And Shadowheart, perhaps unsurprisingly, accumulates several new ribbons, collars, and accoutrements throughout the days that follow.) ]
My door is open.
[ And indeed it is by the time she makes her way to his suite; the door is open, and he's visible inside tidying up (not that there's much to do β it's as much a symptom of unease as anything else). He ceases what he's doing as soon as he registers her presence, offering her a smile as he comes to meet her in the doorway. ]
Hello, little dove. Why don't you come in?
[ The invitation is, granted, purely for flavor, considering that they'd already agreed on her coming to his quarters, but it's an affirmation of her welcomeness. She's only the second person he's allowed into his suite, though he doesn't say so out loud. He closes the door behind her as she steps inside (ultimately an empty gesture, as the game has proven it'll circumvent any attempts at flaunting its rules and decisions), though his gaze follows her the entire time, attuned to her distress. And Shadowheart, nestled into a seat cushion across the room, peeps in greeting, getting up and crossing the room β her little feet clacking on the floor β to circle Lauralae's ankles. ]
I'll be glad when this wretched game is over. I can't imagine what sort of prize the Balfours β or this house, I suppose β think will make all this nonsense worth it.
[ And indeed it is by the time she makes her way to his suite; the door is open, and he's visible inside tidying up (not that there's much to do β it's as much a symptom of unease as anything else). He ceases what he's doing as soon as he registers her presence, offering her a smile as he comes to meet her in the doorway. ]
Hello, little dove. Why don't you come in?
[ The invitation is, granted, purely for flavor, considering that they'd already agreed on her coming to his quarters, but it's an affirmation of her welcomeness. She's only the second person he's allowed into his suite, though he doesn't say so out loud. He closes the door behind her as she steps inside (ultimately an empty gesture, as the game has proven it'll circumvent any attempts at flaunting its rules and decisions), though his gaze follows her the entire time, attuned to her distress. And Shadowheart, nestled into a seat cushion across the room, peeps in greeting, getting up and crossing the room β her little feet clacking on the floor β to circle Lauralae's ankles. ]
I'll be glad when this wretched game is over. I can't imagine what sort of prize the Balfours β or this house, I suppose β think will make all this nonsense worth it.
[ The nicknames that he gives her are so sweet; the thought comes to her mind unbidden, unable to think more of it as she slips into the room, head turning to check over her shoulder as she does. It is a frightening thing, to be afraid wherever she goes, to be unsure of what might happen if she dares to blink. Even here, in the safety of Astarion's space, the sanctuary of his room, she feels the ever-present threat of it all baring down on her.
Hovering for a moment, unsure of herself, Lauralae swallows. There's an instinctive urge to step forward, to wrap her arms around him and burrow into him, to find that level of safety, but she does not know if it is welcome. She remains unsure of herself, of what people want to accept from her, as if they might spurn or shun her. Even if he welcomed her, the threat of being the victim of a harsh touch and cruel word stays her hand.
It had happened before. She had lost so much.
Eventually, she steps forward, reaching out to offer her fingers for Shadowheart to sniff, should she please, as if the chicken was a dog before she pets her gently, lifting her skirts to offer her ankles.
She even leans down, language shifting to little clucks as she greets the chicken in her own tongue. ]
There is no prize worth this much blood.
[ Turning her gaze back to Astarion, she shudders out a sigh. ]
I wish to protect you.
Hovering for a moment, unsure of herself, Lauralae swallows. There's an instinctive urge to step forward, to wrap her arms around him and burrow into him, to find that level of safety, but she does not know if it is welcome. She remains unsure of herself, of what people want to accept from her, as if they might spurn or shun her. Even if he welcomed her, the threat of being the victim of a harsh touch and cruel word stays her hand.
It had happened before. She had lost so much.
Eventually, she steps forward, reaching out to offer her fingers for Shadowheart to sniff, should she please, as if the chicken was a dog before she pets her gently, lifting her skirts to offer her ankles.
She even leans down, language shifting to little clucks as she greets the chicken in her own tongue. ]
There is no prize worth this much blood.
[ Turning her gaze back to Astarion, she shudders out a sigh. ]
I wish to protect you.
Astarion - hi. It's Hawk.
Just wanted to check in and see how you're holding up. Seems a lot quieter this go-around.
Just wanted to check in and see how you're holding up. Seems a lot quieter this go-around.
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